Another week! What a ride! It’s been a bit of a roller coaster to say the least. 3 emergency visits and I’m now coming back. I have watched myself in this journey, realizing I heal, experience pain and illness the same way I experience life…zero to sixty, very brief transitional times. I’m on or off, get it or I don’t. I’ve watched people process information over the years. The majority takes an idea and it is planted like a seed, over time it is watered, fed, and it grows and blossoms. It’s a gentle journey in some ways. I always knew I didn’t do it like that. It’s more like an arrow of information comes my way and I either catch it or I don’t. When I get something, it’s full on, a done deal, so why wouldn’t I heal the same way?
Today I am uphill healing and I am grateful for all of the support, the love, the kind words, prayers and healing energy that has allowed me space to heal, and be held and allow my body to find a new alignment. You all know who you are…loving me up in so many ways!!! Feeling like I am the richest, luckiest person in the world!!!
My first emergency visit, I was grateful for competent, fast acting services. I was being treated within minutes of arrival. The last visit was a much slower process and I was grateful that I could be well enough to wait and not be such a priority! It’s easy to be caught in the anxiety of the ride, not liking the down turns and loving the ride back up. The fear and the hopes pull me out of the present…hoping yesterday doesn’t repeat itself and wanting a different tomorrow. When I get lost in that, I resist the present, the moment created to do something very important…heal. Here’s to a week of being present whether I like it or not, letting go of all resistance, coming back to my breath, breathing with all of you when I can’t find my own centre and allowing my body to do what it brilliantly knows how to do. May I stay out of my own way on this journey and enjoy the ride whether I like it or not! Starting the day today with so much love and gratitude for YOU! Wishing you the present of presence in your day today too.
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